~ Please help me accept my fate…

i am a Dutch submisive “heterosexuel male” well on his way to become a completely ruined Faggot slave Whore. i posted this exposure (copy paste) during an experimental heavy hypno session with mind-altering substances. The hypno coached me into this exposure and will force me to check it irregularly for the comming 4 hours. It would help a lot if you could extend me and post harsh humiliating reactions and mindfucks in the comment section to support my training.