TLDR; I'm a stupid little bitch who craves extreme humiliation. To cut a long story short(ish), I spent months trolling people on the popular image-sharing website Chatpic, telling people that my 10/10 wife was out of their league and that they'd never get to see her naked. Eventually they found me and I got blackmailed into doing lots of humiliating things for their entertainment. Somewhere along the line I discovered the humiliation and loss of control was an extremely powerful turn-on. The more they made me feel like a pathetic piece of shit, the more I found myself getting off on the shame. Now I'm looking for somebody, or multiple bodies, to make me feel lower than a disgusting, worthless piece of dirt on the floor.