Expose yourself

Ugh. Here I am back again… Am I a sissy pornstar now?

Ugh. Here I am back again… Am I a sissy pornstar now?

I’m Nolan Brian Hartman, the sissy.

I’ve filmed myself locked in chastity, stretching my hole, and getting used.
I’ve posted the videos under my real name.
I’ve asked people to download them, repost them, and keep them up.

At some point that stops being private experimentation and starts looking like I’ve been nothing more than a pathetic sissy pornstar this whole time.

I don’t know how to undo it.
I just know this is what I’ve turned myself into.

Kik wisconsinfemboy

>be me >Nolan Brian Hartman >33 >Waukesha / Colgate / Muskego Wisconsin >married >complete failure as a man >want the entire internet to know it > >started as a sissy at 18 >man picked me up from my childhood home >drove me to his apartment >I was wearing stolen lingerie from my sister >two 50-year-old men used my body that night >he drove me home >next day I was back in school emotionally broken >that experience shattered something in me >became obsessed with big black cock >size, thickness, power >nothing else has ever compared >crave it every single day > >early years I was already posting >used Craigslist to meet men and share pictures >posted photos of me wearing a thong and other sissy clothes >someone saw them >word got back to my friends >they confronted me >told me someone had seen pictures of me dressed like that >humiliation of being outed by my own posts burned into me >instead of stopping I only went deeper >shame of my friends knowing only made the addiction stronger > >stayed locked in a tiny chastity cage >trained my hole for a permanent gape >massive clear glass plugs and oversized dildos >sleep plugged almost every night >wear them 12 to 18 hours at a time >use poppers until my brain melts >my hole is ruined >stays open and twitching after the toys come out >film myself pushing them out and slamming them back in >humiliation of watching my own degradation turns me on more than anything > >gotten used in hotel rooms while traveling for work >gone to black men’s apartments >stepped outside wearing a BBC dildo in my ass >recorded myself next to the road so cars could see >married Wisconsin sissy acting like a street whore >caught on hotel security cameras twerking in lingerie > >share every picture and every video >post under sissybuttslut, xcdbuttslutx, @xSissybuttslutx >beg strangers to download my content, repost it, make permanent albums >exposure is the real addiction >knowing people can search my real name and find the truth makes me leak > >married man living a double life >cheat >train >film >post >beg to be ruined > >want this confession to stay public forever >want people to extend it, tweet it, screenshot it >make sure Nolan Hartman Wisconsin is permanently associated with being a BBC-obsessed, gaped, chastity-locked sissy who lives for humiliation > >mfw I already did this to myself https://www.redgifs.com/users/sissynolan Google Drive: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/14MhLwddnPYqxeZRJxtghLDHJproOtwlD Email: [email protected] X: @xSissybuttslutx Kik: wisconsinfemboy

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