wisconsin sissy exposed wh*re

>be me >Nolan Brian Hartman >33 >Waukesha / Colgate / Muskego Wisconsin >married >complete failure as a man >want the entire internet to know it > >started as a sissy at 18 >man picked me up from my childhood home >drove me to his apartment >I was wearing stolen lingerie from my sister >two 50-year-old men used my body that night >he drove me home >next day I was back in school emotionally broken >that experience shattered something in me >became obsessed with big black cock >size, thickness, power >nothing else has ever compared >crave it every single day > >early years I was already posting >used Craigslist to meet men and share pictures >posted photos of me wearing a thong and other sissy clothes >someone saw them >word got back to my friends >they confronted me >told me someone had seen pictures of me dressed like that >humiliation of being outed by my own posts burned into me >instead of stopping I only went deeper >shame of my friends knowing only made the addiction stronger > >stayed locked in a tiny chastity cage >trained my hole for a permanent gape >massive clear glass plugs and oversized dildos >sleep plugged almost every night >wear them 12 to 18 hours at a time >use poppers until my brain melts >my hole is ruined >stays open and twitching after the toys come out >film myself pushing them out and slamming them back in >humiliation of watching my own degradation turns me on more than anything > >gotten used in hotel rooms while traveling for work >gone to black men’s apartments >stepped outside wearing a BBC dildo in my ass >recorded myself next to the road so cars could see >married Wisconsin sissy acting like a street whore >caught on hotel security cameras twerking in lingerie > >share every picture and every video >post under sissybuttslut, xcdbuttslutx, @xSissybuttslutx >beg strangers to download my content, repost it, make permanent albums >exposure is the real addiction >knowing people can search my real name and find the truth makes me leak > >married man living a double life >cheat >train >film >post >beg to be ruined > >want this confession to stay public forever >want people to extend it, tweet it, screenshot it >make sure Nolan Hartman Wisconsin is permanently associated with being a BBC-obsessed, gaped, chastity-locked sissy who lives for humiliation > >mfw I already did this to myself