Muscle guy secretly a bitch boy

In the daylight I’m very masculine, people can’t tell I’m gay. It’s because of that I love feeling humiliated, very naked out of men. I want to feel degraded , humiliated and exposed. I have fantasies of people ripping my clothes off having turns cuming in my hole and mouth, pissing on me making me feel like a real f*ggot. Help me expose myself, and make me expose more. Let me know what I can expose and I’ll listen to everything you say….