I need an abuser/exposer

i am a secret coward str8 fag. I like pussy but i cant fuck bc my dick is soft and tinny when i am with a girl. But it is hard when i pose like a dirty slut and hold my big round ass like a cheap whore. It makes me excited when strangers own my pics and post with humiliating comments and i cant do anything.
Pls download, repost, humiliate, me and when i beg for delete just force me to take new pics and step by step wash my brain, destroy my manhood and turn me to a pathetic slut from a str8 fag